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WOO, it's a whole new year! 2010, it's a decade into the Millennium!

too many things to say but i just can't find the right mood to blog it down.
i need a htht with my girlfriends and baby soon.

plus i'm leaving the country in less than 24hours, which isn't doing any good if i were to go out there with so many unsettled feelings. ah man, but what can i do right.

gonna embrace this new year with new endeavors, live my life to the fullest and no regrets! ;)
(that's my new year resolution for you)

gonna be back home on my bday and i really don't ask for anything much, cause it's the little things that actually matters. and i feel like getting a polaroid or a DSLR, feels cool yea!

Monday, December 28, 2009 10:36 PM
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'absence makes the heart grow fonder'
it's true, at least for me.

will only be able to see him next year, earliest on my bday.
baby, i miss you like crazy.

12:12 AM
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what will you look out for in finding a partner?

it's a random question that popped into my mind just,suddenly.
i can list a few criteria off hand,

to some, its looks.
everyone can just stop denying that they do not mind about appearance, cause i believe first impression do make an impact, minor or major. come on,just face it, that this is a very practical world.

and then, the character.
humorous guys often get the girls, or maybe some would prefer the cool dude. well, i like someone who i can share my views with and who can give his own views too. cut short, i like a opinionated guy. of course, being caring and respectful has its plus points. then again, all these will only show up slowly when you're months into knowing this very person.

next, age.
i wonder what do you guys think. for me, i totally cannot accept guys younger than me. i'll feel like i'm actually looking after my younger bro. and for older guys, maybe my maximum limit would be 4 years of age, even that, i feel that the age gap is alr too big. it just feels like an older guy is trying to take advantage of a xiao mei mei. sterotype you may say, but when the gap is there, where's the common topic to start off with?

then comes, qualifications.
no one will go indepth into the certs and scholarships at first but a mention of the word ITE or a drop out, tell me, how many people out there will actually not strerotype them? it's just inevitable, thanks to Singaporean parents who like to say stuffs like, "Its The End" as quoted from local serials. to me, it isn't about how much difference are we apart but rather, how hardworking and how much drive are we willing to put in together to get to the same level. cause i believe, with huge difference in paper certs, financial problems will surface, just sooner or later. or maybe you'll like to argue that you're a uni grad who's in love with a char kuay teow hawker who earns $10k a month, then that's a different story.

who doesn't love a guy who drives, who's rich, who has good qualifications and talented and most of all, true to her?

please slap yourself and wake up, fairytales just don't happen in real life.
people ain't perfect and the imperfections are what made them perfect.

Monday, December 21, 2009 12:08 AM
'warmth'

FAMILY;
you can have the worst of all quarrels but at the end of the day, you know that they're still the ones who care for you the most. no overnight grudges, and if somethings ain't said, you can actually feel it. it's transmittable through space, it's something called love (:

celebrated elder bro's bday in advance at dinner,which actual day is suppose to be on xmas eve.
FOOD WAS UBER SUPERB. just too bad i forgot to bring my cam over to my 2nd bro's house where we dined at. and all fingers up to my 2nd bro and his wifey, cooking skills damn pro! it was Italian vegetarian tonight ;)
for starter: thick carrot soup.
mains: pasta, baked veges and pizza.
dessert: dark choco cake which was for my elder bro.

super super super bloated!*burps*
i swear i'm gonna go on a detox diet for the next few days before having my full on xmas day itself again!! HAHAHA!

and i borrowed thick clothes from my bro's wifey for my taiwan trip.
she has got the prettiest of clothes, so lucky me(though she's smaller size than me) took 2 outerwear and caps. and her clothes are like branded(wearhouse,topshop etc), so yea, i must must not dirty them!

super excited for the trip now, it's the only thing i can look forward to apart from my tiring work days.

Sunday, December 20, 2009 2:43 AM
'effing pissed.'

"now study hard,after your exams wanna play everyday also nobody care."
it's a fcuking pack of lies.

now tt i'm working and only have tt 2 days of rest and you expect me to stay home and do housewrk and read books eh. parents, they just cant stand their kids having fun eh? must spend every min doing something productive, and even during e hols, having my own time seems wrong too.

if only,
i have a comfy environment for me to watch tv.
you all will allow me to bring baby home and be as welcoming like how his parents are treating me.
i am not in such a situation.

CONFIRM PLUS CHOP, i'll be home MOST OF THE TIME!

fcuk.

and pls,i don't feel gd when i quarrel w you too.
it just makes me feel like a rebelious immature cranked-mind teen when in e first pl, i wasnt e one who initiated such a quarrel.

Saturday, December 19, 2009 6:02 PM
'tired.'

work these days is really crazy.
i leave house at 8am and only reach home at 11pm when i have closing duties,5 random days/wk. so freaking customers pls stop complaining when we're working so hard just to serve you .

no matter how hard i wanna deny this, work has definitely taken a toll on my relationships.
friends, family and my boy.

friends; i do not have all the time in the world to meet up with them like what i've planned before the end of A's. a gd eg would be my dear sis, flew to aussie and only back next yr. and the last few days she was still in s'pore, i was busy serving angry customers who can't wait to get their iphones. it has been months since i last saw her. plus my pri sch friends, have always been dying to meet them but our timings always seem to clash. HAIS. and gatherings, i've been missing out the ones w sweetie and gang, and i hope i'll not miss out on xmas eve.

family; hardly have time to go on NTUC trips with my dad cause ive gotta work on certain weekends. and outings with bro have to be cancelled cause i cant get off on those days. and if i could, i would priortise sometime w my boy instead. i feel bad.

the boy; quarrels ongoing for the past days, not exactly related to work. but work made it worse cause even before we could solve the issue, i was just too tired to continue the convo. he wouldn't tell me straight in the face but i could feel it. you know, maybe its just us girls, the feeling. so i sat him down and asked. indeed i was correct, he said he was waiting for me to finish my A's so as to spent more time w me. but instead, only a few days after my exams and i went to work. tears accumulated these days have indeed exceed the sum of past months. and now i finally know what's going on in his mind when i cry, " idiot, cry again." such a meanie hoh! but nonetheless, he'll always give me a big big hug after(:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
god,i need at least 48 hrs a day.

AND, I'VE NOT DONE XMAS SHOPPING YET)))))))):

it's not abt the gifts, but its the season when i wanna let my close ones know tt they're really appreciated. how now.

Monday, December 14, 2009 5:21 PM
'WORK IS TIRING.'

straight 2 days off in a row is shiokness!!
and it's passing toooooo fast! my next off day is only this coming sunday, another 6 days later.

work these days is tough, standing around for about an average of 10hours daily. my legs are aching plus meal times are so irregular. sometimes i only eat one meal a day if i forgot to have my breakfast. and if i remembered, i'll have 2 meals a day, cause working time is from 10am to 9pm w only 1 break in between. so when i knock off frm wrk, it'll be too late for me to eat))):

the only nice thing--- my collegues are friendly.

ahhh and this wed is zh bball bbq, i so wanna attend w kell but i've got work. thinking if i should like 'take mc' but then again i feel guilty, hais.

anw, i tried Liese foam hair dye in ash brown and trimmed my hair this morning. the colour turned out just brown i suppose, not the kind i want. what i have been wanting is a shade of brown minus the red undertones, like a rich dark brown, like dark chocolate, but i never seem to get such a colour from all my dye jobs):

prom photos are all over fb, and i'm just gonna post a few that i personally like here! (:

there are still a whole lot more of pics in irene's cam but where's she..... heh, i guess she's busy watching her korean dramas and chasing all her idols now.

note to self: i must must must must must must slim my thighs down. thunder thighs everyday in jeans at work is horrendous! damn saddening ):

Sunday, December 06, 2009 2:08 PM
'prom and baby's bro's wedding'

it has been a long weekend for me, 48 hrs seemed so squashed, can't believe my eventful wkend just past like this. it feels like awhile ago i was getting all excited and now it's all over alr. happy time pass fast, and i really did enjoy myself(:

friday's prom was exciting, could say it was bcus i was a first timer and events that happened that night were indescribable.

food was great plus i had a fun time dolling up with my classmates and we found out this salon w really gd service at fareast. it's called 'hair plus' at the 5th level and Anges attended to us. she was so friendly and helpful and, just, nice is the word i can say, everything and everything. with Irene rushing over cause she did her nail polish last min to me helping her doing up her makeup in the salon, time was rushing but this experience, it's one i'd never forget(: yz the fairy and me, the devil! LOL.

off to the ballroom, a wonderful sight with everyone dressed up(ok, maybe not everyone). and the setting was nice, i like classic black. however, couldn't expect much with what we pay i guess, door gift was that sticker thingy i suppose and i don't think anyone took it home too. and emcees were our own teachers, but at least we had a DJ! table games we so-so, yet i didn't think anyone mind cause the whole 3 hours was like a massive photo-taking session instead. toilet trips for touching up,walking around to find familiar faces to get a shot tgt, you could see the smile on everyone face(:

and thanks to all who voted for me, i am really humbled.
prom queen goes to all who had put the effort into dolling yourself up, and we're all queens of the night ;) actually it was the teachers who did the choosing first, so it wasn't that fair i guess. cause to me, there were so many pretty ones out there, and the guys too, many more(ok, a few more) than the few on stage. the 'contestants' had to so some stuffs on stage and i was so embarrassed. was asked to do a bollywood dance and luckily mdm ainon dance w me or else i really didn't know what to do.

i was so angry at myself at the beginning of the night cause i brought my cam out but i forgot to put in the batt. was charging it and when i rushed out, totally forgot about it. what a dumb thing to do. who the hell goes to prom without a cam?!?!?! )))): so i've got no pics for the night, and now i've to go fb and search everywhere for my face, waiting for the others to upload. and my red lips that night, i had difficulties taking photos, i didn't know how to smile))): so i guess my photos will turn out all pretty ugly, sobs.

post prom was w e classmates having desserts at clarke quay and after, was HTH talk w eunice from TCC to the riverside while we waited for her friends to end their clubbing session and we took the first train home. both hands up to those who boogied in their high heels, just walking and standing the whole night, my legs alr BUAY TAHAN SIA!!!

after 5 hours of sleep, was another mad rush to prepare to attend baby's bro's wedding at traders hotel.
went back to curl my hair w Anges before cabbing over. food was good, and it was a whole night of smiling cause it was all baby's relative over there. this time i had my cam ready, HA! i'd kill myself if i forgot to bring again.

other shots with the bride and groom and his family were all done by the photographer, so just gotta wait for the pics, hope it'll turn out good! (: we got out of the hotel after and started taking pics ourselves, ha.

LOL?!?!

i like my 'goldilocks' curls!! (:

let i snow let it snow let it snow~

my baby likes hugeeeee sweets!

all well and nice, tired but enjoyable(: